Today's saying: Grace is letting go of anger that is justified and offering forgiveness that is not. (author unknown.)
[The following reflection was written by Karen York, Executive Vice President of Nashville-based Alive Hospice.]
December – The year nearly gone, holiday cheer in full
swing.
I’m making plans already for engagements in
March, April, May
I plan my life down to the moment, the second. Planning,
preparing for what – to enjoy the now?
I know of people who schedule elaborate vacations,
then can’t wait to get home.
What about making the vacation
while in the middle of now?
I plan, plan, plan, – yet still no time
for me
for you
for us.
Yet there is time.
It’s right here in my center, right where it belongs.
And I can’t find it.
Hidden beneath calendars, and deadlines and
plans, it remains there until I stop.
Stop.
We don’t honor quiet.
We don’t honor stillness.
We must fill the “empty” space with noise.
So we talk, talk, talk without saying anything.
We jabber on and the truth remains hidden.
What is that truth? What secrets rest there
beneath the hard shells and scars from past hurts
and future worry? Who am
I in that secret,
quiet space where I am afraid to enter?
I’ll go there now and reacquaint myself with the
me who is lost in the shuffle.
May will be here soon enough.
Today is here. Today is now.
Today is mine.
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