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  Mom age 97 bw   As my sister drove our ninety-eight-year-old mother (at left) to Sunday church this past weekend they encountered a detour that took them through a neighborhood known to be controlled by gangs. "We need to keep the doors locked, Mom," my sister warned. 

   "It's okay," my mother said, "I see robins in the trees."

   My very young grandchildren and very old mother seem to carry more wisdom than do most of us. A veteran of ninety-nine Aprils, my mother knows the real hope of the robin. 

   In hospitals across our country, it is the last spring for some, the first spring for many. No matter how long we've lived, each spring is new. Life never seen appears before us.

   In the western United States, spring shows a different wardrobe than she does in the south, where she is in mid-journey. In the northeast, spring squeezes in a short life between winter and summer. In the midwest, where I spent much of my adulthood, April offers a delicious invitation. 

April in the North

Every April, the ground unbuttons herself to welcome the sun.

I have seen this before.

Or maybe I haven't.

It is the first time that these just-born leaves twirl from their buds.

In woods of northern Ohio, green crowns.

This earth I occupy swallows more of me each spring.

I melt back into her, struggling against her quicksand or exhaling relief.

But, I am remembering once more what I forget each winter.

There, on at the top of April's stairs, truth's hard soil softens into hope.

-Reverend Erie Chapman

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5 responses to “Days 107-109 – A Never-Before April”

  1. ~liz Wessel Avatar

    Truth is… your poetry tills the soil, opens the hard core of hearts.
    Truth is… awakening, even when it is hard to receive, is a gift.
    Truth is… Love is the only truth I know.

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  2. Karen York Avatar
    Karen York

    Your mom is a gorgeous spirit that shines through her entire countenance. I’ve been pondering the essays this week on speaking truth and it seems your mom and your grandchildren are centered there still. So much of what each of us holds as truth really isn’t in the grand scheme of things and seem like trivialities not worth arguing about. Maybe that’s my naievete or cowardice speaking, however if I am to advance my “truth” at the expense of losing relationship with another, it doesn’t seem worth it. What really matters? Advancing love to each other. In that lies truth and hope.

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  3. Marily Avatar

    “No matter how long we’ve lived, each spring is new. Life never seen appears before us”
    ……… each day a new day… another phase of love unfolding… Are we willing to say to God that He can have whatever He wants? Do we believe that wholehearted commitment to Him is more important than any other thing or person in our life? Yes we know that nothing we do in this life will ever matter, unless it is about loving God and loving the people He has made. True faith means holding nothing back; it bets everything on the hope of eternity, a new April.

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  4. candace nagle Avatar
    candace nagle

    What a beautiful poem! Isn’t it miraculous that we are invited to witness the world anew each spring? And isn’t it the most amazing truth of all; this love that keeps embracing us, this truth that is the foundation of existence?

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  5. ~liz Wessel Avatar

    I agree with Karen, your mom is almost glowing, her inner Light so radiant…

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