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Among the most extraordinary caregivers are mental health professionals who deal with those among us afflicted with schizophrenia. In some ways, it is hard for the rest of us to appreciate the searing pain of hearing disembodied voices – especially when those voices appear as demons that threaten. Caregiver meditations call us to share the pain of others by seeking to understand, and by being in touch with our own voices…

Balcony Woman

The schizophrenic perched in the church

balcony shouts, “There are voices coming

from my vagina!” The fellow next to me

says, “Maybe we should investigate” &

laughs hard while the

minister continues as if the woman is

sitting silent like the rest of us; as if we heard

no voices screaming through us the way

wind-driven ice clatters the bones

of a ruined house.

Some part of the wind

wails to me to rush to the balcony to comfort

the woman, or have her comfort me

so that I won’t cry out my own voices in front

of everyone.

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3 responses to “Balcony Woman”

  1. Harrison Haggett Avatar
    Harrison Haggett

    This meditation has remarkable power for mental health professionals like me. Thank you for offering this insight into the often terifying world of schizophrenia.
    Harrison Haggett
    Philadelphia

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  2. Karen York Avatar
    Karen York

    Thank you for this poignant reflection of our own voices and demons that sometimes we wish we could scream, but do not have the courage to share. Let us all be understanding of one another and the tight-rope that each of us so carefully tries to balance.
    Karen York
    Alive Hospice, Nashville

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  3. Allen Lake LSW Avatar
    Allen Lake LSW

    Your reflection caught me off guard at first because I was expecting something more soothing. I often encounter the mentally ill in my work and was hoping for relief here, not more of the same I get at work. But your other meditations have been very helpful.
    Thank you.
    Allen Lake,LSW
    Miami, Florida

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