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      Fortunately, flowers aren’t interested in the calendar. They listen to another song. Anxious to enter Daffodil_1
this world, the daffodils in our garden aren’t waiting for the call of March 21 or the music of the Vernal Equinox.  One of them is inching her face out of her green wrapping like a turtle sneaking a peek from underneath the shell that is his home or a serpent nosing the air. She will be full-born in days.  Her older sister (below) has already made the leap.
      More poetry is written about spring than any other time of the year. It is the season of hope. So it’s a special challenge to conjure phrases that have any chance of improving on those already written. Memorable for me are the images (and strange line breaks) created in e.e.cummings immortal poem, "in just," that begins:…

in Just-

spring       when the world is mud-
luscious the little
lame balloonman
whistles       far       and wee
       Cummings, like all great poets, seeks to awaken us from our set ways of thinking. He plays Eecummings
thoughtfully with our frozen ideas of grammar and spacing, all the while inviting us to look with new eyes at the world as it births itself anew.
       We can all say we’ve seen spring before because we have. But we have not seen this spring. We have not seen this daffodil emerge in exactly this way.
       Today is Chanelle’s thirteenth birthday. It will be her last. She will celebrate it with family, friends and staff at Alive Hospice. I’m glad the flowers have begun to bloom here in Nashville for Chanelle’s final spring.
       For e.e.cummings, spring was a "mud-luscious," "puddle-wonderful" time decorated with balloons. Language like that enriches our spring, whether it’s our last or not. Here is cummings poem in its entirety:

in just-

    in Just-
    spring       when the world is mud-
    luscious the little
    lame balloonman
    whistles       far       and wee
    and eddieandbill come
    running from marbles and
    piracies and it’s
    spring
    when the world is puddle-wonderful
    the queer
    old balloonman whistles
    far       and       wee
    and bettyandisbel come dancing
    from hop-scotch and jump-rope and
    it’s
    spring
    and
         the
                 goat-footed
    balloonMan       whistles
    far
    and
    wee

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Happy Birthday, Chanelle!

-Erie Chapman

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8 responses to “Spring?”

  1. Karen York Avatar
    Karen York

    Thank you for the note to Chanelle and for the call to celebrate this Spring as though we have never experienced Spring before.

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  2. Mary Jean Powell, MSW Avatar
    Mary Jean Powell, MSW

    The daffodil is so lovely. And the story of Chanelle is so heart-breaking! Thank you to people at hospice who give this kind of care.

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  3. Tom Knowles-Bagwell Avatar
    Tom Knowles-Bagwell

    As I reflect on your meditation this morning, Erie, I find myself coming around to my “supposed-to-bes.” I mean, how are things “supposed to be?” When are daffodils supposed to emerge? How are poems supposed to be written? How many birthdays are children supposed to have?
    Through the years, many of my “supposed-to-bes” have changed. Sometimes that change has been fairly quick and easy, like when are daffodils supposed to emerge. Other times the change is gut-wrenching and awful, like how many brithdays are children supposed to have? But every time I get reminded that I am not God. And actually, that’s always a good thing for me to remember.

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  4. Jan Jones Avatar
    Jan Jones

    How wonderful of you to celebrate Chanelle – thank you, Erie.
    Jan

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  5. liz Wessel Avatar
    liz Wessel

    Last night we gathered in intimate circle to read and share ourselves, as women friends sometimes do. Emerging theme; how our minds’ set patterns of thinking and perceiving lead us down the same old path of predictable end results. Ever hopeful, each in our own way are experimenting by shaking things up a bit. New choices, changes within, leading to surprisingly lovely responses from those close. Spring awakens!
    I hold Chanelle close in my heart today, on this her 13th birthday. May her beautiful young spirit flower as the pictured daffodil to reveal her true essence as pure love. May she know in her every fiber of being how much she is loved. And may she receive her heart’s desired gift and special blessings in her every moment of now.

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  6. Diana Gallaher Avatar
    Diana Gallaher

    One of my most magical (mystical) experiences from childhood occurred after a spring rain, playing with my cousin Celeste, with daffodils blooming along Otter creek. Happy birthday, Chanelle. I hope you have wonderful, magical memories too. May love, joy, and peace fill all your days.
    Diana

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  7. Diana Gallaher Avatar
    Diana Gallaher

    Here is a link to a story that ran in today’s Tennessean re: Chanelle’s birthday party.
    http://www.tennessean.com/apps/pbcs.dll/article?AID=/20070309/NEWS01/703090399/1001

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  8. liz Avatar
    liz

    Thanks Dianna, I appreciate catching a glimpse of Chanelle via the photo.

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