"I am circling around God, the ancient tower, and I have been circling for a thousand years, and I still don't know if I am a falcon or a storm or a great song." – Rainer Maria Rilke
Some believe we make more than one journey across this earth. Whether or not you think that, I wonder if you reflect as Rilke did. Are you a falcon? A storm? A great song? Something else?
Rilke's metaphors are lyrical. The falcon seeks. The storm swirls. The great song vibrates through our hearts. Each is a part of our knowing. Each is unknown.
We are never just one thing. The caregiver is a mother. The mother is a wife. The wife is a daughter and a friend and a seeker of loving relationships. She is also a victim of anger, agony and betrayal. She lives at the center of the storm and lies in the trough of calm. She forever seeks. She sings the great song.
Do we ever stop to contemplate who we are as we go about the joy and sorrow of caregiving? Thomas Merton wrote that "… the ideas of prayer, meditation and contemplation have been associatedwith [the] deepening of one's personal life and [the] expansion of the capacity to understand and serve others."
Perhaps, we are more than falcon or storm or song. Perhaps, we are all the same soul, divided into different bodies that choose to live closer or further from God's Love.
We travel the earth for awhile, searching and swirling. Sometimes we sing to the suffering. Sometimes we suffer ourselves – all the while "circling around God, the ancient tower."
Reverend Erie Chapman
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